Daniel has left

Daniel has left. That was a brief but special encounter. The way we interacted made me realise it was possible to ‘stay in touch’ like that. Also some interesting perspective on expectations. I used to think it was negative, but now I see it as a more mature way of handling the ever going farewells in life. It was over for Will. How come it is not for me? What do I expect from him? Mark is coming back. I have not prepared myself for this. By procrastinating on texting back, I am actually quietly panicking. I guess I cannot guess what the real life would be like once I have him back in my life. When work is too much, giant baby gets annoying. In an adorable way though. Ah well at least I can yell back at him.